there will be a moment when you’re in the middle of something you don’t really like but on the other hand you understand the reason why. it’s confusing and killing me inside. I thought that I could please everyone while I’m trying to be happy, too. but the fact is, sometimes it didn’t work that well. dear universe, sometimes I feel exhausted to understand everyone while everyone doesn’t even care what I want and what I like. I blame my self to not speak up my mind every time I want to. but, how could I know which one is the right time and the wrong time to throw it up? I’ve learned, but it still difficult.